Things are interesting..... confusing..... and..... I'm not quite sure....

I don't know what I'm supposed to do...
I just get closer to things and then....
Trip...
Falling flat on my face....
Skin bleeding, and hurting, and all dusty....
And yet I just....
Keep getting up and try to get closer...
Even though I shouldn't.
For I know that the end....
Is just a cliff for me to fall off...

Okay Yeah......... It now totally necessary for me to this:


GO HO-OH! USE SACRED FIRE!

GO LUGIA! USE AERO BLAST!

GO MAGIKARP! USE SPLASH!
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Okay that last one was uncessary but TOTALLLLTY!!!! I AM ON A POKEMON HIGH!!!
Becauase.
Of.
This.
:
[link]


So yeah.... I am happy becuase I grew up on pokemon and Gold and Silver and Crystal especially were like hands down my faves for some reason. and Yeah.~


OH YEAH!
I almost forgot. If anyone happens to know where I could get a copy of Aveyond, I WOULD LOVE YOU FOREZVER! Cus I've been wanting that game for like 4-6 years and ..... yeah....

It's Hot.... Boring.... and .... loves to screw with you....

That's most of my summer~But hey, A lot of my friends are going places and having fun and stuff and the good stuff in lots of ways out ways the bad.~

I'm now not having a clue to what which way with schooling I'm going to go.... but at least I get to see my friends and hang with the when the terror comes.

Beverly is coming down to AZ to stay from the 12th to the 20th~ And of course you know what that means..... HUMONGOUS MEET BEAVERLY PARTY!!!~
So I'm like get EVERYONE I know to come .... if the can of course.... and it with be after the 14th so Becca can come so give you a better like range. So please comment or note me to tell me if you can come.!!

Like right after summer started I went to Seattle and TOOK LIKE TONS OF PICS AND VIDEOS!~ So I might upload some of those if I become somehow magically less lazy.~

And My last words are...
My computer and hardrives are evil....
and 6/21/12~

I found it finally, yes!!!!!!
[link]
*Does a little dance* WOOT!

Okay I'm good...

Say happy B-day day to Oki deary it was her B-day yesterday and she deserves it the old dog.~


Umm so yeah my English teacher is letting me do my research paper on BDSM culture~~!!! So I'm like w00tness all over again!~~

My aunt came down and gave me a new Irish band CD... they are from Tucson and my aunt is even getting lessons from one of them.~

Finally sold my chicken on Friday.... to my dad.... so technically he bought it twice for a total of 105$... heh~ tank you dad...

Oh yeah Alyx and I were at Becca's on Saturday and Alyx had me attempt to moon Becca.... but I just ended up falling over and slamming the door shut with my ass..... it was just too funny....

Oh and Becca and I are going to collect every single Pokemon.... like not just catch and evolve but like have a COMPLETE fucking set.~
It's going to be awesome~

And ... Yeah that's all for now...

Okay... I'm good.... and yeah some memes that I stoles~

[ ] public speaking
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[ ] being a parent(....)
[ ] giving birth(.... For this fear is the wrong term... more like utter discust)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[xx] heights (Don't even get me started....)
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain (Hell no~)
[ ] wind (Grr...)
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns (I HATE CLOWNS!!! With an insane passion.... But I'm not afraid of them.)
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th (Why would I be afraid of one of my favorite days?)
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[xxxx] needles (Do even dare say the N- Word!)
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up (Not a afraid but boy do I not like it...)
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret

Final Total: 2 realy counting. But for the amount of fear... it's like 6.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.



AND!!!!!!



1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
(From a manga but it works!) "Forgive me... I..."

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
WIImote

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Law and Order: SVU

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
5:30

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
5:46

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
T.V. - Final Fantasy: My Something Kingdom....

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
IDK....peeling an orange...

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
DeviantART stuff

9. What are you wearing?
Camo pants and black T-shirt.

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes........ something VERY weird....

11. When did you last laugh?
Sometime today, BEFORE I got home...

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Posters.... posters.... art.... kitty poster..... Notice sign,,,, lizard metal cutout

13. Seen anything weird lately?
.........Myself?

14. What do you think of this quiz?
It's fun.... but unoriginal..

15. What is the last film you saw?
I think it was Beverly Hills Chihuahua

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I save half of it.... and the rest I would buy..... Books.... Video games...... and that computer I want so damn bad.~

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
Um.... I is are stalker?

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Umm.... Sorry if I offend. But remove Religion.~..... or Remove humans.

19. Do you like to dance?
Unless it's in dance class.... NO WAY!

20. George Bush:
Who cares.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
.....Um.... Serra, Neoma, Arlet, That character from my one book.... and So many others.... I can't decide.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
HAYDEN! HAYDEN! HAYDEN! *chants*

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
What?

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
1) He doesn't exist in my world..... and 2) (if I had to pick) About time your done living... now get back to work down stairs.... hell is nuts without the boss.